Spear got blunt

I am lacking in proper sleep and slumber. BB Darius’s fever has finally gone and its time for me to get back to my to-do list….long and unchecked.

I’ve started to fill in the blanks in his “baby boy record book”. There are alot of recallings to do and pictures to develop. I’ll have to rumpage through a few hundreds of pictures in another laptop and a few tenths on this one. How to choose through all these images lei??? All seems to fit the occasion. Can’t possibly develop all! Somebody posted the same question mark. Our index fingers just couldn’t stop when using the digi cam.

The urge to make another LO comes up whenever I see the packets of papers and stuffs but not enough kits, pictures and TIME. My first project is way below my expectation and I can’t wait to challenge myself to make some better and improved ones. I am waiting for and email of the prices of the list of scrapbooking items I am going to order. I am eager to set up a blog “Now everyone can scrap”. I’ll need to clarify a few things first though. And first and foremost I need encouragements and ideas to fuel the ignition…. please… anyone??

My fingers came back to life again. The first lessons were great great great!!! My passion has finally returned. Don’t really know where I am heading to and going for but I’ll just have to pray and go with the flow. Yes, yES, YESSS.

Finally posted my hand made rings. I should post it onto etsy and try out. Again, I need comments and suggestions to fuel my passion. I am an arrow without a target at the moment. When has my sharp pointed spear got blunt? Goodness. I would not be making any more rings at the moment. I have some design in mind but haven’t found the ideal beads locally. Sigh.

A brief walk and breath of fresh air at Shahbandar cleared some clouds in my mind. It must be the silence that aided. Better get back to checking my to-do list now. Way behind schedule.  

To be more disciplined

Finally I’ve got my table lamp!!! Against all conf. rules, I made an escape. Finally beading and reading more comfortably. But got so indulged in beading I haven’t spent much time with BB nor reading the book in my priority list. Eiks. Eyes are glued to my beads and kits. See images of a kaleidoscope even in my dreams. Gotta catch up on my scheduled task and eye rest…in the coming week. Again, tasks brought forward!! Sooo lack of discipline and will power. If only there is a cure for that.